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Monday, October 10, 2011

Weird Feelings / Cindy

I've had some weird moments this weekend. Just thoughts of Mom popping into my head at the weirdest times.  It seems to happen alot in church. Can rarely make it through Mass without tearing up at some point.  Last night I was sound asleep and woke up at 2:30 a.m. and yelled "Mom!" and just started crying uncontrollably. I can't rememeber dreaming about her just felt this incredible hole in my chest.  Then this morning I got in my car and started driving to Hastings.  Randy must have been in my car last because the radio was turned off....:) gotta love him. When I finally turned it on about 15 minutes after I left, the song on the channel was "Burning Ring of Fire" by Johnny Cash.....Weird don't you think?  Need some Alexander Time. We need to get together soon! Love You All
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  1. ashleyOctober 11, 2011 at 8:49 PM

    I have been having those same weird feelings too. All. The. Time. Like just tonight I was cutting up carrots and celery [no carbs STILL sucks] and randomly thought, "Ooo, I can't wait for Grandma's stuffing at Thanksgiving." Quickly followed by, "Shit." And subsequently tears.
    Perhaps it's a way for her to let us know she is in a beautiful, magical, better place. Or maybe that we just all need to get together.
    Let's make it happen. Well, likely minus me... but, I'll be there in spirit.
    Love you all... A

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