Through the eyes of a grieving daughter....the world is gray.
Through the eyes of a grieving daughter....people go by and I stand still.
Through the eyes of a grieving daughter...I stare but see nothing, I feel only the tears as they melt down my face.
Still angry. Still mad.
Still not understanding the 'why' of it all.
Will this pain ever go away?
Will my heart ever heal?
Will my tears ever stop?
Why must I look through the eyes of a grieving daughter?
It'a been a bad weekend girls....I can't stop crying.
I miss my momma.
Di
Thinking of you and praying for you Di! Sending love and hugs across the miles. Wish there was something I could do to help. xoxo
ReplyDeleteI so understand--there must have been something going on because it has been a tough weekend for me too. In church the gospel was the same one from dad's funeral and then we sang You are mine. Needless to say I had to leave church because I was crying uncontrollably. I am a mess--will I ever heal? Love you . Lori
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine how you two feel losing her when I have been a mess myself... I miss her so much too. I found emails the other night from her that were so hilarious and sweet they made me cry! I should post them on here, its so nice to hear her voice in them! Also, I have no one to roll my eyes at during church when Fr. greg gets BORING!!! haha! Love you all! -Wendy
ReplyDeleteSaid I would post this...Here's an email that she wrote about Dan's Mudecas stuff. I'm sure we all have emails from her but thought this one was cute! Love her...
ReplyDelete"Hi Wendy, thanks for the email. Yes I know what you mean aabout spring fever. I can hardly wait to get outside and plant something. I worked Tuesday, off Wednesday, we went to Beatrice to Wal Mart, then I worked today. I didn't know about Dan, but I told grandpa that he should probably get first or second team, but at least honorable mention, which is good. Not too many sophomores get that. Lori and Jay are coming this weekend. Lori is going to play in the volleyball tournament. Rod is not playing, which I can't hardly believe. I think they were having a hard time finding players. Rod and Jill are doing something this weekend and so I am going to babysit Saturday and Saturday night. They will pick them up some time Sunday. I will probably get up to some of the games. I probably won't go to basketball since my boys aren't playing, but will try to see some volleyball. See you this weekend. Got your nice thank you card. You are such a sweetie!!!!!! Love you..... Gram"