Okay--I just had to get up and share this with all of you because you would sooooo understand.
Let me set the scene--I am in bed trying to get to sleep when I start crying and throwing a fit that I miss mom and that I want her here with me. I kept saying I wanted her back--yes I even kicked my legs during this fit--anyway--I was crying uncontrollably begging that I could have more time with her to see her face to smell her and to hear her voice one more time. I asked God (whom I have been a tad angry with lately) to please show me sign that she is still with me because I have felt so lost without her---so after continuing on with this fit-- I calm down and get ready to set my alarm on my cell phone when I noticed that I have a voice message-- I play it and guess what--
IT WAS MOM!
It was a message that she sent to me on the 12th of February about us meeting in Lincoln--my phone was wanting to know if I wanted it deleted! I did not delete it. I couldn't believe it; it was so hard to listen to but then again it was the sweetest sound that I have ever heard. I think I even smiled and I mean really smiled and meant it since this has all happened.
Our God is truly an amazing and awesome God! He does hear our prayers and answers them.
Am I over the fact that mom is gone --no but I do know that she is with me and she is with each one of you. She is the most amazing person; she is still taking care of me even from heaven.
OUR MOTHER: OUR ANGEL
All my love--
LOLO
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